almost punkin time

so for a long while, my computer sat in the basement of my parent's house. While it was there is acquired this mysterious whitish residue all over it. and i successfully rid the poor machine of it, except for on the screen, right where the most important things in internet world always pop up, or where secret clues are in movies etc. so basically it looks like a transparent dirt paint ball through which i now do everything on the computer.

anyway, as i sat down to the task of writing, i realized there was this riff between what i wanted to write, and this dirt ball on my computer (could also be taken as me on the computer, i suppose) ANYWAY. I want to write about something nice, but my apologies if it doesn't sound quite as lovely, because it is visually streaming through a dirt-splatter.

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so, last night i couldn't fall asleep becasue i just couldn't rid myself of the desire for someone to document how flippin cute we are when we sleep. i mean, i hope most people(who sleep in the same space) spoon as they fall asleep, but somehow lying in bed, i just felt like the the only person in the world that was so special as to not only be there with someone so completely and utterly beautiful, but also for said person to have fallen asleep holding my hand.....

well it makes me all warm and fuzzy inside just thinking about it.
(though i must say i really wanted to type all worm and gooey inside) 'tis the season eh?

speaking of worms and gooey things, i have been sourly disappointed with the weather on saturdays. it's been enough to squash all hope of getting a really amazing pumpkin, and cider donuts, and carmel apples each saturday, for the last THREE cout, em, three. weeks. it's a little bit pathetic, i think, that we are all so excited for the perfect fall day, that we can't bring our selves to embrace even a few clouds, and the possibility of some rain, and the mud, and the miserable people... well, i guess i feel ok about it.

i just hope that tomorrow is a million times better

and if it is, i will hopefully have gloriously gross pictures of beautifully scary punkins... fingers crossed.